Photo taken by Samiya Talukder 

It’s been about three weeks since we arrived in Fiji. Aliya has been experiencing mild tummy aches and diarrhoea from time to time. Nothing too serious. One night, however, she developed a high temperature which lasted for three days. Just when it seemed her health was finally stabilising, she suddenly started having severe earache one afternoon. Her temperature spiked again. She’s never had any issues with her ears before, so this was completely new to us. Of course, my mind began to worry. I observed the thoughts running through my head: ‘Is it an ear infection?’, ‘Should we go to the doctor?’, and ‘Did I do something wrong?’

The earache was getting worse, and Aliya was screaming in pain. She was truly suffering. I noticed my mind going into panic mode, but at the same time, I remained connected to the stillness within. I could feel the peaceful Essence in the core of my body – the Real Me. I constantly tried to bring my mind back to that place. It wasn’t always easy.

I found myself unsure of what to do. I felt a sort of emptiness, but it wasn’t frightening. I recognised that I was in the void. It was the same feeling I had when Aliya became very ill on our way to Tasmania (you can read about that by clicking here). My mind could easily relate to that! But this time, she was in unbearable pain. After trying to comfort her and ease her suffering, I needed a break from the constant screaming. Aliya was also exhausted but refused to close her eyes and try to sleep.

I decided to go into the next room and do some healing on her. As I started, I could hear her crying and screaming to Sylwester that she couldn’t bear the pain any longer. My mind went into full panic mode again: ‘Should I continue the healing or rush her to the hospital?’ But I chose to trust and return to my core, focusing on my breathing. While tuning into the energy to help her, I noticed that she stopped crying and screaming. When I finished, I went back to the living room, and Sylwester told me that Aliya had suddenly got up and gone into another room. She had fallen asleep. That was quite significant!

Sylwester suggested he could go to the pharmacy to buy some paracetamol. Aliya has never had any painkillers before, not even a drop, so that option didn’t feel right to me at all at that moment. He suggested we could buy it just in case she struggled during the night. I checked in with myself, and I still didn’t feel a ‘yes’ in my body. So, I decided to go to her and do more healing while she was sleeping.

In the middle of the healing, she woke up and began crying again. ‘Oh no!’ my mind thought, ‘It’s not working’. I quickly went to the kitchen, grabbed a cloth, soaked it in warm water, and placed it on Aliya’s aching ear. While holding it, I thought I could continue doing the healing as well. I found myself in the zone again, in a kind of altered state. Suddenly, I realised that I wouldn’t give my power away to any paracetamol – that I have far more power than any painkiller in the world. This thought brought me back into my core. I began breathing deeply and sending all my love into her ear through my hand. She stopped crying and started drifting back to sleep.

All of a sudden, I felt my grandma and some of my relatives in spirit surrounding me. I also, surprisingly, felt the presence of angels – something that rarely happens for me. In that moment, I remembered Dr Sue Morter’s words: ‘Don’t separate yourself from angels or God. Become them’. So, I decided to become one of them. The energy being transmitted through my body was so potent and vibrant. In my mind’s eye, I saw it as a current running through my hand into Aliya’s ear, rearranging the energy there. I was totally present and focused. Nothing could distract me from it. I had complete certainty of her wholeness, knowing that everything happening over the last few hours was for the highest good for both of us.

When I finished, I had no doubt that she would wake up feeling sound and happy.

An hour later, she did. She woke up, climbed onto my lap, and I didn’t even need to ask if she was feeling better. I just knew.

As we lay in bed, ready to sleep, she whispered to me,

“Mummy, my ear’s stopped hurting.”

And we cuddled for ages, wrapped in the glorious feeling of love.

Later that night, I sat by myself to celebrate and ground the experience in my body using one of the practices from Energy Codes. I thought of all the mums who often feel powerless in similar situations. YET WE ARE SO POWERFUL! It’s time for us to connect the mind to that deep wisdom within us and start using it. Without any exception.

The Energy Codes practices have helped—and continue to help—me connect the mind to the Soulful Self. If you’d like to learn more about the Energy Codes Coaching I offer, please click here.