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Pojechali\u015bmy na zakupy do Hobart, poniewa\u017c dzieci potrzebowa\u0142y nowe ubrania. Sp\u0119dzili\u015bmy tam 3 godziny chodz\u0105c po sklepach, co nie sprawia\u0142o zbyt du\u017cej przyjemno\u015bci Sylwkowi. Kiedy sko\u0144czyli\u015bmy, wszyscy byli\u015bmy dosy\u0107 g\u0142odni. Znali\u015bmy \u015bwietne miejsce z pysznym jedzeniem na drodze powrotnej do domu, ale musieliby\u015bmy si\u0119 spieszy\u0107, poniewa\u017c kawiarnia mia\u0142a by\u0107 wkr\u00f3tce zamkni\u0119ta. Postanowili\u015bmy pop\u0119dzi\u0107 na parking mimo tego, \u017ce pada\u0142 deszcz. Gdy dotarli\u015bmy do samochodu, wszyscy byli\u015bmy wyczerpani i mocno g\u0142odni. Coraz bardziej odczuwali\u015bmy narastaj\u0105cy stres..<\/p>\n
Gdy Sylwek zacz\u0105\u0142 prowadzi\u0107 i nie m\u00f3g\u0142 sobie poradzi\u0107 z zapi\u0119ciem pasa, nagle przekl\u0105\u0142 ze z\u0142o\u015bci\u0105. Jego wybuch pobudzi\u0142 we mnie du\u017co gniewu, kt\u00f3remu po prostu da\u0142am upust, krzycz\u0105c i obwiniaj\u0105c go. Moje my\u015bli zacz\u0119\u0142y tworzy\u0107 obrazy pe\u0142ne w\u015bciek\u0142o\u015bci, w kt\u00f3re ca\u0142kowicie uwierzy\u0142am! Sylwek krzykn\u0105\u0142 tak\u017ce zwalaj\u0105c na mnie win\u0119. Ca\u0142e to zdarzenie by\u0142o do\u015b\u0107 intensywne.<\/p>\n
Tego rodzaju sytuacje zdarzaj\u0105 si\u0119 mi\u0119dzy nami bardzo, bardzo rzadko. Nie pami\u0119tam, kiedy ostatni raz tak si\u0119 pok\u0142\u00f3cili\u015bmy. Nawet nasz najstarszy syn zacz\u0105\u0142 p\u0142aka\u0107 i krzycze\u0107 (co jest niezwykle rzadkie!), a Aliya natychmiast do niego do\u0142\u0105czy\u0142a. Po krzyku Sylwka, moje my\u015bli przesta\u0142y szale\u0107\u2026 i ogarn\u0105\u0142 mnie spok\u00f3j\u2026 Zastanawia\u0142am si\u0119, dlaczego to wszystko nas spotka\u0142o. Potem zmieni\u0142am perspektyw\u0119 na \u201eTa sytuacja wydarzy\u0142a si\u0119 przecie\u017c DLA nas\u201d<\/em><\/strong>i poczu\u0142am to g\u0142\u0119boko w sercu. Obudzi\u0142a si\u0119 we mnie ciekawo\u015b\u0107.<\/p>\n Odwr\u00f3ci\u0142am si\u0119 do Marcela i by\u0142am\u2026 w totalnym zachwycie. Mia\u0142 zamkni\u0119te oczy i g\u0142\u0119boko oddycha\u0142. Nigdy wcze\u015bniej nie widzia\u0142am, \u017ceby tak g\u0142\u0119boko, powoli oddycha\u0142 i to z tak\u0105 koncentracj\u0105. Marcel wszed\u0142 w g\u0142\u0105b siebie, nie obwinia\u0142 nikogo ani nie trzyma\u0142 gniewu czy smutku. Pozosta\u0142 z odczuciami w swoim ciele, kt\u00f3re przyni\u00f3s\u0142 mu ten moment. Kiedy otworzy\u0142 oczy, by\u0142 tak stabilny, \u017ce jego spok\u00f3j natychmiast si\u0119 na nas rozprzestrzeni\u0142.<\/p>\n Oko\u0142o 10 minut p\u00f3\u017aniej poprosi\u0142am Wiktora o zmian\u0119 piosenki, wtedy Marcel zapyta\u0142 si\u0119 mnie:<\/p>\n - Jeste\u015b smutna? Brzmia\u0142a\u015b smutnie, kiedy to powiedzia\u0142a\u015b.<\/p>\n - Tak czujesz? Mo\u017ce troch\u0119. To by\u0142 do\u015b\u0107 mocny moment dla nas wszystkich... Widzia\u0142am, jak oddychasz - doda\u0142am, patrz\u0105c mu w oczy.<\/p>\n U\u015bmiechn\u0105\u0142 si\u0119.<\/p>\n - Do kt\u00f3rego miejsca w swoim ciele oddycha\u0142e\u015b?<\/p>\n Wskaza\u0142 spokojnie na obszar splotu s\u0142onecznego.<\/p>\n <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" We spent three hours in Hobart shopping for clothes for the kids, which Sylwester didn\u2019t enjoy much. By the time we were done, we were all quite hungry. We knew a really good caf\u00e9 with delicious food on the way home, but we needed to hurry, or it would close. 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